Well, since I manage to get in university, my life is being quite busy. Lot's of changes have been going on on the past year. Lots of bad experiences, but those gave me chance to learn how to be strong, as we all must. Just is funny how sometimes it seems absurd to us that the world keep moving on those moments when all we need is a break. I mean, no one really expect the world to stop when he/she is feeling down, but deep inside, we would love if it do. When the obvious conclusion that our problems make no difference whatsoever to the mankind in the long run hits our mind, we can feel desolated. How come that the pain the threatens to blow your mind and throw you in the deepest abyss of depression ins't enough to make an acceptable excuse to skip a few classes, a day at work or make a movie stay longer at the theater, so you can go and watch it later, when you might feel better?
I realised that, our inconscious will to stop the world when we just can't keep walking at the same pace, and later i realised that even if we could stop the world, we might just not want to. What makes we being able to keep walking is the fact that we need to. Or we will fall behind. When you are forced to give up on someone you use to love, for any reason at all, and you just manage to do it, it doesnt mean by anymeans that your love for that person wasnt strong. Just mean your inborn instinct for survival and adaptation can sometimes spare you lots of pain. In all my years, I have never had to forget someone I truly love, until november 2008. And it was not easy at all. It was a invisible fight agaisnt myself. A fight with no clear results. Where a great amount of strenght and power of will is needed to advance even a small step. but to be completely honest, this fight can make us better persons. I learned lessons both with the break up and with the emotional hangover that was all that was left from my love-drunkness. I learned to be better and more proud person. And i hope that if someone just happen to read this by any chance, in a situation that is in someway close to what mine was, that this little text help you to find your strenght to keep going. Because life keeps going.

Love to you all.
Andreas

That's right, it's not?
Why so I give a damm to world problems? Why should I care with the big companies control the whole world? That's not my problem. Not ours problem.

Hell. If some random guy gather together enough men and weapons and conquer the world, this guy will face a hard time agaisnt rebels and insurgents every single corner. Why can't we resist agaisnt those that doesnt use guns? Why we surrender to the gold, and not to the steel? It is really that life can be put a price on and traded? Of course it is, it's happening. I Don't see any one burning cars agaisnt the lobby. People revolt because george bush invade iraq. People revolt because nike factory has gone of to china. Well, fucktardeds. THAT's result of lobby. Not all evils, but most of them, are result of lobbies. They buy senators, they buy presidents, they buy power. And cheap! It doesnt cost them anything they cannot give. We allow them to do it. We do. We eat, we dress and we watch what they expect us to. Everyone that see the reality is suddenly told to get a life. Get over it. Well, we, the ones with brains, cannot do it without the masses. So people, rise! Rise agaisnt the lobby. Not agaisnt big companies. RISE AGAISNT THE WAY THE CONTROL YOU COUNTRY POLITICS! because if you dont, nothing worst will happen. You'll only lose you chance to put the world back on tracks.

And shall the force be with the people once again!

Fantastic...I'm giving up now. The world cannot save itself from falling into the deepest level of the abyss of ignorance! Not many years ago, maybe three or four, we could see people trying anything to attract attention, but this days we, the mankind is sadly limited to one thing: Sex.

Don't take me wrong,I like sex. I'm glad we have freedom and courage to atalk about it, write about it freely (or almost.) We probably would not have this kind of space twenty years ago. But now it is getting ridiculous. You want publicity to a movie? Spread arumour about a lesbian kissing on it. Put a topless scene with a famous actress. We use sex to sell from jeans to cars. ANYTHING! And not only that. Sometimes the relation between one and another is ridiculous. IF i want to make a comercial anounce of a leather hat, I just need a naked woman covering herself with this hat saying some stupid thing like "I like hats". Oh, so you think this was ridiculous? Good, now try watching with a critical eye any TV Ad...Gosh

But ads are the least of all problems. 90% of earths population is dumb anyway, so we can say that the TV sell things to dumb people. Ok, but...Now sexploration is getting deep into art! So deep it cannot be removed. "Musicians" such as Britney Spears, Cristina Aguilera, with no talent and a "hot body" (not you anymore, Brit), are the hits...Pardon me if I'm talking about old singers, but hell, i'm trying to stay away from this kind of culture. Besides of that, we have good photos, movies, drawings, paintings, all orbiting around naked people in sexy positions or variations of that! We cannot even ignore this phenomenum. The worst of all is that art was my last hope of finding someone that dont like everything that has naked people on, but guess what...I have no hope anymore. Well, maybe one...Someone please tell me that other person except me are seeing this sexual overtaking of everything!

And I will not even start talking about books. Ok, I will. At least here in Brazil, we are living a dark age on literacy, where whores and fake whores write books with real and fake experiencies, and they are getting bloody richies! Is that fair? A book with less cultural content then a cellphone manual can sell more then "Lord of the Rings" or "Dom Quixote" here! More then any other book, I guess! Damm! Am I being too moralist by asking people to reduce a little bit the dose of sexploration on some things?

OH, come on, people! Erotism is good, its excelent, but we cannot put sex in everything! At least not all the time. for Christ sake! for Buddah sake! For any sake you please...

Hello everyone...I'm not posting things in a long time, for basic two reason:
-I'm back to my writting phase and i can only write in portuguese. I guess there arent much people on DA that can actually read in portuguese, so i think it doesnt matter posting or not.
-I have only 4 hours of free time in home during the week. actually 11, but i sleep seven hours a day. I have school on the morning, and then i have lunch and free time till four in the afternoon. Four in the afternoon i take a bus to another town where I study and just came back at midnight...Then i sleep! this is driving me mad, i cant do much in four hours.

Anyways, i starting write the history for a manga, but I cant draw it, my draw in good quality take like DAYS to finish, and for a manga i would need thousand of then...So, if any of you are good in drawing manga (medieval, armors stuff like that) and want to join the project, igual share on the credits and any possible profit we may have (not promissing anything). I could just "hire" someone to draw, but...It would not be the same, it must come from the heart...I want someone that draw for pleasure, that draw to see the ideia change into a real history.

If someone read this and are interested on the joining, we can talk about the history details and how we will do...And that's all...^^"

cath ya'll later

Well, last year on school is pushing me hard...I Also have lot's of things in mind, so, my DA gallery is pratically stuck. And it may continue that way for a long time...I'm looking for a partner to do short animations on 3D max and also i'm trying to learn anything more about design, drawing and modelling. Probaly I won't have anything new for the next month...But I'm sure sometime ideias will starting coming out of my mind...I also try to write, but i can't post here since my english is poor (totally awfull) and I write in portuguese...If anyone wanna try to translate my chronicles, just give me a...a anything...see you