Well, since I manage to get in university, my life is being quite busy. Lot's of changes have been going on on the past year. Lots of bad experiences, but those gave me chance to learn how to be strong, as we all must. Just is funny how sometimes it seems absurd to us that the world keep moving on those moments when all we need is a break. I mean, no one really expect the world to stop when he/she is feeling down, but deep inside, we would love if it do. When the obvious conclusion that our problems make no difference whatsoever to the mankind in the long run hits our mind, we can feel desolated. How come that the pain the threatens to blow your mind and throw you in the deepest abyss of depression ins't enough to make an acceptable excuse to skip a few classes, a day at work or make a movie stay longer at the theater, so you can go and watch it later, when you might feel better?
I realised that, our inconscious will to stop the world when we just can't keep walking at the same pace, and later i realised that even if we could stop the world, we might just not want to. What makes we being able to keep walking is the fact that we need to. Or we will fall behind. When you are forced to give up on someone you use to love, for any reason at all, and you just manage to do it, it doesnt mean by anymeans that your love for that person wasnt strong. Just mean your inborn instinct for survival and adaptation can sometimes spare you lots of pain. In all my years, I have never had to forget someone I truly love, until november 2008. And it was not easy at all. It was a invisible fight agaisnt myself. A fight with no clear results. Where a great amount of strenght and power of will is needed to advance even a small step. but to be completely honest, this fight can make us better persons. I learned lessons both with the break up and with the emotional hangover that was all that was left from my love-drunkness. I learned to be better and more proud person. And i hope that if someone just happen to read this by any chance, in a situation that is in someway close to what mine was, that this little text help you to find your strenght to keep going. Because life keeps going.

Love to you all.
Andreas